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Movement 3/52

Good afternoon dreamers!! 😉

I hate the movement of time, I think that time moves very fast.. and suddenly, my birthday happened and I am 26.

I started to learn how to use photoshop and make pictures 6 months ago because I needed to tell stories and I was alone in summer without internet.

After the summer, I only wanted to learn and learn more, I saw photographers like Rosie Hardy, Robby Cavanaugh or Brooke Shaden and I only wanted to know how they did possible that irreal things look like real..

But now, I am in photography crisis moment.. because I have a lo of things in my head.. I have to finish my project to be engineer so I can’t spend much time taking photos but when I do my project, I am thinking about the next photo and when I am making a photo, I am thinking about I shouldn’t do that.. in Spanish, ‘la pescadilla que se muerde la cola’. It’s very frustrating..

I should try to be more patience and separate my time because if not I am going to die..

I’d like to show you several pictures that I did to movement:

The first one is the fight between myself..

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It expressed myself but I wasn’t sure if it was movement so I tried others.

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And the last one, I invented a story for that..

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I woke up like any other day .. I looked his bedside but he wasn’t .. just a note that said ‘I’ll love you forever’. The trouble started down my body, I took the scarf which he gave me and ran out onto the balcony waiting for seeing him across the street. Too late. Thereafter, any other day ceased to have the same meaning ..

Me desperté como cualquier otro día.. miré hacia su lado de la cama pero no estaba él.. solo una nota que decía ‘te querré por siempre’. La angustia empezó a recorrer mi cuerpo, cogí el pañuelo que me regaló y salí corriendo hacia el balcón esperando verle cruzar la calle. Demasiado tarde. A partir de entonces, cualquier otro día dejó de tener el mismo significado..

Have a good weekend!!=)

Snow 2/52

Good morning dreamers!! 😉

I think that I have founded the common element in my project, butterflies!^^ This insect inspires me fantasy and optimistic!

Now, I have a lot of things in my head, a lot of changes are coming and I only want to shout.. so I need to breathe and be optimistic thanks to butterflies..

The theme for this week is snow.. I tried different images and later, different colors.. I didn’t find what I was looking for.. first I did the final image, later changed… Aagghhh.. but I hope you to like the result!

Here is the process..

This one, it’s me in my room

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Start the change.. winter is coming..

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And finally, the magic ..

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 Between the cold chill of the forest, lost and alone, a sweet butterfly gives you the hope that you need.

Special day

Good night dreamers =)

Today I am very sensitive and I’d like to write about love. ‘Special day’ is because it isn’t about my room, it is about me trying new things, feeling the life between the sheets.

Love is a feeling very complicated because we do it complicated, however everyone likes to feel loved.

You and your partner love each other, but instead of proving it or realizing how lucky you are because you found a person who makes you smile every day and you are and feel special together, you argue over trifles and don’t value the small things.

It is like when you were a child, the kids beat you because they liked you.. who can understand the human behavior..?

On the other hand, the family and friends love.. It is something that you know will always be there and for this reason, it isn’t anything that you really appreciate.

The only thing that I’d like to say is that you should treat the people who you love as you’d like they to treat you and appreciate the things which you have around.

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‘A life without love isn’t a life at all’

Sweet dreams! =)